Monday, April 27, 2009

Angels

A new single from Kate Voegele. Its lyrics like these that i like. Lyrics that are left to interpretation. The meaning is hard to find because the song is left to what the person listening wants it to be. I have a feeling its about someone who keeps getting told about how she or he is like an angel but somehow still doubts himself/herself and causes confusion inside the head. Well thats just me. What do you guys think?

Kate Voegele - Angels

I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again
I’ve got something hanging over my head
I was laying on your shoulder
Perfectly content
Until you told me all over again

I ain’t got no sob story to write
But just like everyone else I’m living this life and
Don’t need to win me over
And there ain’t no other side
To shelter me from all the wrong where I decide

But you say we don’t mess around
You’ve got no freedom to come down
We don’t take angels from the sky
Oh no
But we don’t mess around
You’re meant to be among the clouds
Cause you’re an angel
But that’s a lie
Oh oh oh

Well I suppose you think that I’m so flattered to hear
That I’m a whispered conscience in your ear, yeah
And that’s exactly the reason that I never fit in here
Well nothings ever that black and white my dear
No

But you say we don’t mess around
You’ve got no freedom to come down
We don’t take angels from the sky
Oh no
We don’t mess around
You’re meant to be among the clouds
Cause you’re an angel
But that’s a lie
Oh oh oh

I’m not your angel darling
I’m not your angel darling
I am never gonna be

I’m not your angel darling
I’m not your angel darling
I am never gonna be

We don’t mess around
You’ve got no freedom to come around
We don’t take angels from the sky
Oh no no no
But we don’t mess around
You’re meant to be among the clouds
Cause you’re an angel
But that’s a lie (x3)

Ain’t never gonna be

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Helpless when she smiles

Backstreetboys - Helpless when she smiles

She keeps her secrets
In her eyes
She wraps the truth
Inside her lies
Just when I can't say
What she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

[Chorus]
I'm a house of cards
in a hurricane
A reckless ride
In the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain
Is all I wanna feel
She'll dance away just like a child
She drives me crazy
Drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles
She smiles

Maybe I'd fight if I could
It hurts so bad
But feels so good
She opens up just like
A rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she'd ask me to
I would

It's out of control
But I can't let go

[Repeat Chorus]

When she looks at me
I get so weak

[Repeat Chorus]

Friday, April 24, 2009

Breakeven

The Script - Breakeven

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even no

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
what am I suppose to say when i'm all choked up and you're OK
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Cos she moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sence of what little remains
Cos you left with no love, with no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god i don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
No it don't break, no it dont break even, no

Sunday, April 19, 2009

National Age Group

Just finished 3 days of NAG. I had quite a good time. Didn't expect that to happen. I thought this competition will leave me lonely and sad. But it was ok. Got to know the Selangor team a little better. But performance wise it was crap. I improved 0 out of 6 events. Didn't bother to look at placings. But still it was a good experience. This was only my 2nd NAG. 2007 wasn't really memorable. But i think this would be. I want to get in the team again!!!!!! Hopefully that will be some sort of extra motivation for my remaining 3 years. Nothing much to talk about. Selangor finished top while Sabah and Sarawak claimed 2nd and 3rd respectively. Some new talents were discovered while usual stars shined even brighter. I don't regret going for this. Hope there will be more for me. Will upload pictures when i find some. Watching Man United game now. Bye!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Sense of home


There is always a very special feel i get whenever i watch a Potter movie, read a Potter book or play a Potter game. I think their lives are so cool and just the weird music in the background and the magic and the mytical creatures and all those things. Besides the amazingly beautiful blonde(Emma Watson), the story of Harry Potter and his friends have a grip on me. It's one of those shows where it'll make you wish you're one of them. Life at Hogwarts seems so cool. My imagination have developed since getting the Hogwart experiece from the 1st movie 8 years ago. Since then i could always find it easy to imagine an adventure for them on my own. I always felt Hogwarts as the typical high school with chaos,teen agnst,scary teachers,nerds,losers,popular kids. All that alone it would seem normal. But mix it up with the magic theme and Quiditch and Defence of the Dark Arts and Hagrid's cabin and the feast in the grand hall and the dangers outside Hogwarts. And you shall get my ultimate fantasy life. Therefore, thank you J.K Rowling and the different directors who directed the Potter films for enlighting my life. If only it were all true.

-Confessions of a Harry Potter series fan.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Yellow fingers

Today Leo members painted the Dataran Setia and basketball court in our school. The project was organised by our school service director Keenan Khaw. We gathered at around 8am and started work at 8.30. Finished everything at around 10.30. It was quite fun. Enjoyed the experience. Don't think I'll make a very good painter next time but still i got to try my hand at it and ended up with yellow fingers.







Wednesday, April 1, 2009

What hurts the most

Heard Danny Gokey sang this song. I didn't know it was by Rascal Flatts. Good song.

Rascal Flatts-What hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....